I'm so sorry you're feeling so down. I hope you start feeling better soon, or at least the baby is not far off, so you can look forward to holding your little one. Pregnancy is really such a hard thing to go through, you have no idea how it will make you feel, what emotions you will endure. Maybe take the last few weeks to focus on yourself, get some really good rest, get your haircut, etc, pamper yourself, and then hopefully it will cheer you up, and get you prepared for your little bubba. all the best